In the preceding chapters I have illuminated the very simple and comprehensible things, but there is a bit of people who is able to understand them. That are the ones who are scared to rise above their social environment to take their first steps in the Highland. But still I see a lot of the ones who is undecided; a lot of them have questions which are sounding inside their minds, these questions are haunting them, and nobody wants to answer them. They attempt to learn the truth in vain, because the evident contradictions what they were taught in, weren't hidden from their glances.
Probably, there is not though the only phenomenon, which would be praised to the skies and at the same time would be precipitated into the deepest layers of hell. It is unlikely you would see more the contradictions and concealments regarding another subject. Sometimes the same person at one moment he names this object contemptuously as the carnal pleasures or even the dissoluteness, at another moment, feigning, he names it greatly the love, contradicting to himself. And his craftiness is evident, because, if he knows and tells the truth, he would not contradict to himself.
But you, meditating from the heart, collect all the knowledge about this phenomenon, which is named carnal pleasures by the hypocritical "judges", and the "barristers", the most of them are hypocrites too, name it love. The latest are hypocrites, because they try to speak about a subject, what they didn't succeed to learn something about, and all their words are only recitals what they heard in a crowd. And it happens, such a man has a profit to compliment for someone in one case, then he would say: "They are in love", and in another case he needs to defame someone, then he would say about his neighbours: "They are profligates!" But it's more probable he repeats like an echo, at first he repeats that he heard in one place, then he repeats that he heard in another place, and now it becomes not difficult to understand a cause of the contradictions. Be sure, you are very lucky, if you find a person who would not evade from the questions on this topic, who would not tell lies and play the hypocrite and if it is found that he knows the object you ask him about - in such a case become his apprentice without any doubts.
Nevertheless try to find the verity yourself. If you pull together all the utterances about this subject you heard during all your life, you will see, here is something greater, than carnal pleasures, for there are not such a lot of beautiful verses and songs, which would be composed about eating, drinking and resting. Here is something greater and something superior, but this superior part may not be opened for those who scolds and blames it.
Even if you hear someone is in a hurry to kill someone from jealousy or to kill himself from unrequited love, be sure the motive here is not the love, but the arrogance, the fear for own ego.
Jealous person defends not his love, but his arrogance. He avenges on a person who, as the crowd thinks, made him an unlucky fellow. He is deaf and blind and he forgets, even kings were defrauded in love.
Another person considers himself as an unlucky fellow from the unrequited love, he wants to do away with himself or simply is in depression. He is deaf and blind too, because he doesn't think and doesn't know, that he loves a person who is not capable to love. It is as if he would consider a corpse as an alive person, would try to speak with it, the dead person would not answer and he would be grieved for this: "One doesn't want to speak with me, oh I'm unhappy!"
Let a man is pining for the unrequited love would know, let a woman is pining for the unrequited love would know that the partner who is capable to love, he is concocted by them. Even if he or she go to meet suddenly and give himself or herself, then they would feel happiness from them not more, than from an usual carnal pleasure, not more, than from masturbation. An usual carnal pleasure may be bought for the relatively little money and for the masturbation one must not pay at all. Here is no problem, it is concocted.
If you are one of the few men or one of the few women who are capable to love and knows what is a love, and the love is an inextinguishable torch of your soul, which per se already makes you happy, and if you have realized it, you are happy already. And don't let the Fire would become dim, for the only it gives you ability to see the Universe and What is above it with other vision absolutely. And any extinction of this Fire would be an equivalence to a downfall into the hell.
If you keep in your soul the torch of your love, realizing this, then already you can be happy per se, without anyone or without anything. But you are staying in the spiritual childhood, and it is the only reason you need this childish play, the sex. Your spiritual vision still doesn't grow stronger, so you need a partner, he or she, through them to sense the beauty of the Universe and the Creator's glory. You still don't reach the level in the Highland, to taste DIRECTLY the beauty of the Universe, and you need a mediator, as someone is learning to step and need an additional foothold. Still you cannot sense the plenitude of happiness, retiring from the rest of the world and looking at the stars in a serene night or inhaling the morning fog above a river and listening the pipe of birds in the background of the ringing song of the river; for the complete happiness still you need a "medium" on whom you would unburden your heart, this Love what is inside you and was there always. But be aware: when you will rise enough high, these childish plays will cease to fascinate you. Adult and mature may be interested to play chess, but it is unlikely they would be interested to play tick-tack-toe, however an infant still doesn't reach to play chess. So the more interesting game seems him as an uninteresting and tiresome one. That is why the Apostle Paul preferred the celibacy. Already he had grown in spirit out of the childish games, they ceased to interest him, but he bequeathed to his children in spirit to marry, saying that otherwise: "such shall have trouble in the flesh: but I spare you".
And do not be shy if your own nature pushes you to the unusual games what the society names as "the perversions", certainly, if these games would not bring the evil fruit. For if you listen what the people says, you will not move from the same point in your development, even you will not make the only step in the Highland. This is not God, but the society, which is God's enemy, blames all this. But the Lord Jesus taught to recognize a tree by its fruit. So even I do not ask you, what you do and what games you play, but I ask, what are the fruits of these games. If your games do not destroy the yours or someone else's life or health, then a man is beautiful a such as he is and a woman is beautiful a such as she is, and in fact, it would be a real sin to try to be "like all around", because God did not clone the humans, He did not create them the one as the other, but every man and every woman are the only ones and unique, and the treason own essence does not involve anything other, than the lie, the disappointment, loss of the goal of the life, for the goal of the life is the Love.
Some of you would say that they by nature tend to play some aggressive games, and they would ask me, whether may they play so. I would answer once more, asking them: "What are the consequences provoked from these games"? Is that you are stupid in a such degree, that you wouldn't can distinguish harmless bruises and scratches from mortal or crippling wounds? But there are those who goes too far and the admissible limit, it seems them, are blurred, that is uncertain, and they demand an answer, how to recognize sharply this border, which one mustn't cross. I would answer them so: "If you cannot determine clearly the border between admissible and inadmissible things, don't come close to it". Because you have better don't reach it, than to cross it with passion, bringing bad fruit. Everything is good in moderation.
It happens rarely, but there are a people who tend to the mortal and destructive games. And I'm ready to open them the truth what the world concealed from them: "You have a chance to lapse very low and to be found in the most dismal place of the Noisome Ravine, becoming a serial killer of innocent persons. But who has a chance to lapse very low, the same person has a chance to rise very much highly, becoming a great yogi, then the rest of the way to the Top would be not distant".
In that case one must not go, using the way of Tantra, accepting himself such as he is, but using only the way of Yoga.
Do not mar your Karma, otherwise you will have to pay for all. You would cause a lot of woe and of suffering for every of your victim, but you will have to bear all these troubles lumped together, both in this life and in other ones. And in those suffering what you will bear justly, it will seem like a paradise those discomforts what you would sense, refusing from the misdeeds. Then you would become like Esau who had exchanged unprofitable his birthright for a mess of pottage.
And I do not ask you what games do you play, but do not make anyone unhappy. Your games should not destroy formed families and make people enemies of each other, of course, unless it is not a premeditated colliding together your enemies in the holy war.
Frequently people become unhappy because of their prejudices. If you have fallen in love a man or if you have fallen in love a woman from a crowd who bear, like the chains, different prejudices are imposed by the same crowd, at first help him or her to throw down these chains, to tear up them, to leave the company who is preventing to go forward. If you consider it is possible, try your luck to set free the prisoner of the superstitions, but do not throw your pearls to pigs, as the great Teacher said, and don't continue to attempt, if your words remain without listening. You will not can fall in love with a corpse, even if you want it. In the future he or she will be woken by those forces which you have not in your disposal, for it is only the God's power could raise Lazarus. Leave the corpse, who cannot answer outpourings of your soul till it will return to life. You love not it, but an image you have taken out from the depth of your soul, the character, which is with you together always, either in joy or in trouble, either when it is warm or it is cold.
And do not fit this pure image on the stinking cadavers, for this love what rests always upon the bottom of your heart, it was with you together always and always will be there, when you will have grown up in spirit, you will know this, but now entrust that this phenomenon is Divine and it can do without any bodily shells.
And do not offend it, reproaching yourself the weakness and the sensitiveness, for the love does not make from human a dweeb. On the contrary: with it you will be strong, fearless, and fools and evil-wishers will not can take away you from your veritable way. If you have recognized the love and you are driving away it, one day it will obey and go away, then all the world will transform into hell for you, and any good either sensual ones or material ones, they will not able to console you. Unless the narcotic drugs are removing the reason for a while, but after them the reality will seem more terrible.
If you have recognized it, that is the Love what stayed with you always, keep it, revel in it, thank the Most High for this pure gift, and let this Love make you hear the new Song, let it is singing, and let the society is keeping silence in your mind, for the society and the happiness are incompatible.
Play any games that you like, if they do not evil to anyone, be free. Silently do your deed, and don't report to the people, what they aren't able to understand, because they had chosen a wrong way.
Be aware, before to use you like a slave or like a warrior in an unjust war, the society needs to kill the Love in your soul. The crowd had such an experience during millenniums and it continues to act mechanically, even sometimes unconsciously, to make you blush from the wrong shame, to provoke false remorse, supposedly from conscience. However this is not a conscience, but a low fear of the crowd, which was not approved by the Mount of Blessing, where He said: "Woe to you when everyone speaks well of you...", but the priests and the teachers of moral evade this point of the verity, trying to pass over in silence hypocritical about it, they instruct their flock quite often to seek an approval of the crowd.
Some time, the secret knowledge about that the sexual side of life contains an enormous energy - this knowledge had fallen into evil hands and to use a person in their own purposes, the advocates of evil influence upon his sexual side of the life with wrong interdictions, with hypocritical moralities, with abusive words - using all this, they seek agreement with a person from the crowd, let him drive away the Love from his heart.
They create obstacles and prohibitions where they aren't needed, but the Love does not live in a cage and flies away from it. So they fling their victim into hell, creating out of it next in turn a devil incarnate who would serve them faithfully.
Love the way you want and don't be afraid and don't be ashamed of anyone. Don't bring bad fruits - this is the only prohibition. Be free! Do your deed silently, as far as possible without increasing the number of your enemies, for they themselves would find you. Without being aware, they can sense, that you are not from their number.
Be free, don't imitate anyone, this is a sin to imitate someone else. If the Lord desires this, He would make you like Christ, or like Mohammed, or like Buddha, or like Krishna. But in His world there are no repetitions among billions of people, among trillions creatures.
Be free and play any games, but no harm. Be free and be capable to defend your Freedom, be capable to defend your Love, for all this is from God.
Be yourself and bring the verity where you may be heard, but don't try to get talking the cadavers. Be yourself, love as you like and nurse the Love in your heart, only without harm. Be yourself, learn the verity and the eternal science of life - they are the supports, which you will fall without. As far as possible be at peace with all the world and don't attack first.
Be aware, if you live as you like and harm no one, but some people attack you, you have a right to conduct war against them, and God is on your side. And in the given case your war would be holy, and from whatever loss you would suffer in this war, you will be rewarded. But if without feigning, but you try to please to the crowd sincerely, you will lost all and for a very long time.
Next chapter: http://antisovietique.blogspot.ru/2013/04/highland-chapter-6-holy-war.html
The original Russian text: https://www.proza.ru/2009/12/20/999
Probably, there is not though the only phenomenon, which would be praised to the skies and at the same time would be precipitated into the deepest layers of hell. It is unlikely you would see more the contradictions and concealments regarding another subject. Sometimes the same person at one moment he names this object contemptuously as the carnal pleasures or even the dissoluteness, at another moment, feigning, he names it greatly the love, contradicting to himself. And his craftiness is evident, because, if he knows and tells the truth, he would not contradict to himself.
But you, meditating from the heart, collect all the knowledge about this phenomenon, which is named carnal pleasures by the hypocritical "judges", and the "barristers", the most of them are hypocrites too, name it love. The latest are hypocrites, because they try to speak about a subject, what they didn't succeed to learn something about, and all their words are only recitals what they heard in a crowd. And it happens, such a man has a profit to compliment for someone in one case, then he would say: "They are in love", and in another case he needs to defame someone, then he would say about his neighbours: "They are profligates!" But it's more probable he repeats like an echo, at first he repeats that he heard in one place, then he repeats that he heard in another place, and now it becomes not difficult to understand a cause of the contradictions. Be sure, you are very lucky, if you find a person who would not evade from the questions on this topic, who would not tell lies and play the hypocrite and if it is found that he knows the object you ask him about - in such a case become his apprentice without any doubts.
Nevertheless try to find the verity yourself. If you pull together all the utterances about this subject you heard during all your life, you will see, here is something greater, than carnal pleasures, for there are not such a lot of beautiful verses and songs, which would be composed about eating, drinking and resting. Here is something greater and something superior, but this superior part may not be opened for those who scolds and blames it.
Even if you hear someone is in a hurry to kill someone from jealousy or to kill himself from unrequited love, be sure the motive here is not the love, but the arrogance, the fear for own ego.
Jealous person defends not his love, but his arrogance. He avenges on a person who, as the crowd thinks, made him an unlucky fellow. He is deaf and blind and he forgets, even kings were defrauded in love.
Another person considers himself as an unlucky fellow from the unrequited love, he wants to do away with himself or simply is in depression. He is deaf and blind too, because he doesn't think and doesn't know, that he loves a person who is not capable to love. It is as if he would consider a corpse as an alive person, would try to speak with it, the dead person would not answer and he would be grieved for this: "One doesn't want to speak with me, oh I'm unhappy!"
Let a man is pining for the unrequited love would know, let a woman is pining for the unrequited love would know that the partner who is capable to love, he is concocted by them. Even if he or she go to meet suddenly and give himself or herself, then they would feel happiness from them not more, than from an usual carnal pleasure, not more, than from masturbation. An usual carnal pleasure may be bought for the relatively little money and for the masturbation one must not pay at all. Here is no problem, it is concocted.
If you are one of the few men or one of the few women who are capable to love and knows what is a love, and the love is an inextinguishable torch of your soul, which per se already makes you happy, and if you have realized it, you are happy already. And don't let the Fire would become dim, for the only it gives you ability to see the Universe and What is above it with other vision absolutely. And any extinction of this Fire would be an equivalence to a downfall into the hell.
If you keep in your soul the torch of your love, realizing this, then already you can be happy per se, without anyone or without anything. But you are staying in the spiritual childhood, and it is the only reason you need this childish play, the sex. Your spiritual vision still doesn't grow stronger, so you need a partner, he or she, through them to sense the beauty of the Universe and the Creator's glory. You still don't reach the level in the Highland, to taste DIRECTLY the beauty of the Universe, and you need a mediator, as someone is learning to step and need an additional foothold. Still you cannot sense the plenitude of happiness, retiring from the rest of the world and looking at the stars in a serene night or inhaling the morning fog above a river and listening the pipe of birds in the background of the ringing song of the river; for the complete happiness still you need a "medium" on whom you would unburden your heart, this Love what is inside you and was there always. But be aware: when you will rise enough high, these childish plays will cease to fascinate you. Adult and mature may be interested to play chess, but it is unlikely they would be interested to play tick-tack-toe, however an infant still doesn't reach to play chess. So the more interesting game seems him as an uninteresting and tiresome one. That is why the Apostle Paul preferred the celibacy. Already he had grown in spirit out of the childish games, they ceased to interest him, but he bequeathed to his children in spirit to marry, saying that otherwise: "such shall have trouble in the flesh: but I spare you".
And do not be shy if your own nature pushes you to the unusual games what the society names as "the perversions", certainly, if these games would not bring the evil fruit. For if you listen what the people says, you will not move from the same point in your development, even you will not make the only step in the Highland. This is not God, but the society, which is God's enemy, blames all this. But the Lord Jesus taught to recognize a tree by its fruit. So even I do not ask you, what you do and what games you play, but I ask, what are the fruits of these games. If your games do not destroy the yours or someone else's life or health, then a man is beautiful a such as he is and a woman is beautiful a such as she is, and in fact, it would be a real sin to try to be "like all around", because God did not clone the humans, He did not create them the one as the other, but every man and every woman are the only ones and unique, and the treason own essence does not involve anything other, than the lie, the disappointment, loss of the goal of the life, for the goal of the life is the Love.
Some of you would say that they by nature tend to play some aggressive games, and they would ask me, whether may they play so. I would answer once more, asking them: "What are the consequences provoked from these games"? Is that you are stupid in a such degree, that you wouldn't can distinguish harmless bruises and scratches from mortal or crippling wounds? But there are those who goes too far and the admissible limit, it seems them, are blurred, that is uncertain, and they demand an answer, how to recognize sharply this border, which one mustn't cross. I would answer them so: "If you cannot determine clearly the border between admissible and inadmissible things, don't come close to it". Because you have better don't reach it, than to cross it with passion, bringing bad fruit. Everything is good in moderation.
It happens rarely, but there are a people who tend to the mortal and destructive games. And I'm ready to open them the truth what the world concealed from them: "You have a chance to lapse very low and to be found in the most dismal place of the Noisome Ravine, becoming a serial killer of innocent persons. But who has a chance to lapse very low, the same person has a chance to rise very much highly, becoming a great yogi, then the rest of the way to the Top would be not distant".
In that case one must not go, using the way of Tantra, accepting himself such as he is, but using only the way of Yoga.
Do not mar your Karma, otherwise you will have to pay for all. You would cause a lot of woe and of suffering for every of your victim, but you will have to bear all these troubles lumped together, both in this life and in other ones. And in those suffering what you will bear justly, it will seem like a paradise those discomforts what you would sense, refusing from the misdeeds. Then you would become like Esau who had exchanged unprofitable his birthright for a mess of pottage.
And I do not ask you what games do you play, but do not make anyone unhappy. Your games should not destroy formed families and make people enemies of each other, of course, unless it is not a premeditated colliding together your enemies in the holy war.
Frequently people become unhappy because of their prejudices. If you have fallen in love a man or if you have fallen in love a woman from a crowd who bear, like the chains, different prejudices are imposed by the same crowd, at first help him or her to throw down these chains, to tear up them, to leave the company who is preventing to go forward. If you consider it is possible, try your luck to set free the prisoner of the superstitions, but do not throw your pearls to pigs, as the great Teacher said, and don't continue to attempt, if your words remain without listening. You will not can fall in love with a corpse, even if you want it. In the future he or she will be woken by those forces which you have not in your disposal, for it is only the God's power could raise Lazarus. Leave the corpse, who cannot answer outpourings of your soul till it will return to life. You love not it, but an image you have taken out from the depth of your soul, the character, which is with you together always, either in joy or in trouble, either when it is warm or it is cold.
And do not fit this pure image on the stinking cadavers, for this love what rests always upon the bottom of your heart, it was with you together always and always will be there, when you will have grown up in spirit, you will know this, but now entrust that this phenomenon is Divine and it can do without any bodily shells.
And do not offend it, reproaching yourself the weakness and the sensitiveness, for the love does not make from human a dweeb. On the contrary: with it you will be strong, fearless, and fools and evil-wishers will not can take away you from your veritable way. If you have recognized the love and you are driving away it, one day it will obey and go away, then all the world will transform into hell for you, and any good either sensual ones or material ones, they will not able to console you. Unless the narcotic drugs are removing the reason for a while, but after them the reality will seem more terrible.
If you have recognized it, that is the Love what stayed with you always, keep it, revel in it, thank the Most High for this pure gift, and let this Love make you hear the new Song, let it is singing, and let the society is keeping silence in your mind, for the society and the happiness are incompatible.
Play any games that you like, if they do not evil to anyone, be free. Silently do your deed, and don't report to the people, what they aren't able to understand, because they had chosen a wrong way.
Be aware, before to use you like a slave or like a warrior in an unjust war, the society needs to kill the Love in your soul. The crowd had such an experience during millenniums and it continues to act mechanically, even sometimes unconsciously, to make you blush from the wrong shame, to provoke false remorse, supposedly from conscience. However this is not a conscience, but a low fear of the crowd, which was not approved by the Mount of Blessing, where He said: "Woe to you when everyone speaks well of you...", but the priests and the teachers of moral evade this point of the verity, trying to pass over in silence hypocritical about it, they instruct their flock quite often to seek an approval of the crowd.
Some time, the secret knowledge about that the sexual side of life contains an enormous energy - this knowledge had fallen into evil hands and to use a person in their own purposes, the advocates of evil influence upon his sexual side of the life with wrong interdictions, with hypocritical moralities, with abusive words - using all this, they seek agreement with a person from the crowd, let him drive away the Love from his heart.
They create obstacles and prohibitions where they aren't needed, but the Love does not live in a cage and flies away from it. So they fling their victim into hell, creating out of it next in turn a devil incarnate who would serve them faithfully.
Love the way you want and don't be afraid and don't be ashamed of anyone. Don't bring bad fruits - this is the only prohibition. Be free! Do your deed silently, as far as possible without increasing the number of your enemies, for they themselves would find you. Without being aware, they can sense, that you are not from their number.
Be free, don't imitate anyone, this is a sin to imitate someone else. If the Lord desires this, He would make you like Christ, or like Mohammed, or like Buddha, or like Krishna. But in His world there are no repetitions among billions of people, among trillions creatures.
Be free and play any games, but no harm. Be free and be capable to defend your Freedom, be capable to defend your Love, for all this is from God.
Be yourself and bring the verity where you may be heard, but don't try to get talking the cadavers. Be yourself, love as you like and nurse the Love in your heart, only without harm. Be yourself, learn the verity and the eternal science of life - they are the supports, which you will fall without. As far as possible be at peace with all the world and don't attack first.
Be aware, if you live as you like and harm no one, but some people attack you, you have a right to conduct war against them, and God is on your side. And in the given case your war would be holy, and from whatever loss you would suffer in this war, you will be rewarded. But if without feigning, but you try to please to the crowd sincerely, you will lost all and for a very long time.
Next chapter: http://antisovietique.blogspot.ru/2013/04/highland-chapter-6-holy-war.html
The original Russian text: https://www.proza.ru/2009/12/20/999
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