If you were born in a totalitarian state and you are seeking (the verity), so since childhood you had understood satanic, that is the hostile essence of the given society, for you have learnt its abomination from an early age. You are not wrong. The society, which gave birth to such a state, and the state, which is alimenting such a society - these are products of the Noisome Ravine, that is, of hell. The main indication of such a community or a state is expressed with its policy, which is directed to make all the people without an individual difference. Contrary to the God's establishment, to create every living being unique, these keepers of the totalitarian traditions, inherently monsters and degenerates, the same goats who are welcomed by hellish depth, if they don't repent, they are on the alert for everyone, watching for everyone in all the levels, whether he differs with something from all around, who have accepted this devilish tradition of the external similarity.
Who is standing at the top, they manipulate by stupid masses with evil intent, imposing to the people of crowd their wrong values and playing on their vile passions. They spread traditions let the private life of everyone would be visible to them and traditions of the intolerance concerning those persons who dare to differ with something. The most often such things are imposed, like the ignorance, the racism, sexism, chauvinism, anti-Semitism. Thereby in Russia long ago the ignorance was spread and the word "intellectual" (интеллигент) still is abusive, but it's added a glamour to the stereotype of behaviour of the drunk fools. In Cambodia under Pol Pot at first the power had destroyed the intelligentsia, then they began to destroy those who only could write and read. An ignorant beast may be driven by force into the Noisome Ravine more easily. In North Korea it is forbidden to draw the blinds on the windows at home, in order to every family would be under the supervision and control of the degenerated communist scumbags.
Anyone who thinks and who seeks, it is inevitable he differs, for it's written in the Gospel that a source of light cannot to hide itself, if it is staying on the top of a hill. So if since childhood you had started in the right direction, then it was inevitable you were subjected to persecution yet at school. If you pumped up muscles and learnt to fight well, all the same that wouldn't help you, because in this world you are a stranger, you are in the paradise already, but all they are in the Noisome Ravine and continue to plunge deeper and deeper. This is alien to you the hostile people, this is alien to you the hostile State, and your main task is to survive and to bear through the life a torch of the Verity. Everything that is written here, it is known in the depths of your "self". But it is long to wait for an emergence of these verities on the surface, but, reading these lines, you will learn faster all this. If you think that this doctrine is erroneous, try to find an error, then the work you will carry through, it will be a useful part of the searching of the verity. Doing this work, you will make sure that my goal is to facilitate your way and to warn you against mistakes.
If you started way behind the enemy lines under oppression of one of satanic powers, then the most probable mistake, this is your despondency. You are blissful, but you think you miserable. The honor is high, which fell for you, but you lose heart. And if you read the Bible, then a lot of there entered into one your eye, but went away through the other. It flew into one your ear, but flew out of the other. I don't know how far you have mastered all the Scripture, but it is clear, that the Mount of Blessing is not mastered by you, if you think you was born under an unlucky star and lose heart. Be aware, all the earthly hardships you bear, finding yourself in the captivity of power, where the Antichrist tests his forces to try to conquer all the world in future, on the one hand, these are sports equipment, however not for body workout, but for the soul and the mind, and on the other hand, you will pay for your sins in the last lives and will not be a debtor anymore. Being born in the West in a normal free country, you would live in the more comfortable conditions, but you would miss a lot of these things, that you will learn here. Being experienced by the winds of the earthly hardships and being with the light-weight baggage of the Karma, with which you were burdened in your last lives, you will conquer with ease the snow-capped mountain ranges of the Highland and will arrive on the main Peak faster.
Be aware, in the kingdom of Antichrist there are a lot of the ideological traps are placed, a lot of deceitful catching blind alleys to get you away from the Verity and possibly to destroy you in this life. Not all of them, but a lot of totalitarian States create with evil intend a situation of lack of spirituality and of swinish trick. They try to do that the number of uneducated people would be more, that the number of those who is in jails and prison camps would be more , sometimes ten times more, than the imprisoned people in free countries. Also in Russia from pre-revolutionary thievish companies, from their traditions it was formed a thievish false "religion", which propagates wrong morals.
Side by side with a lie, especially in the epoch of the Soviet power it was imposed upon the people the propaganda of the self-sacrifice when accidents and disasters take place, which are provoked by mismanagement and negligence are spread by State Power with evil intent. They know that to save people and even the valuables, first of all those people are able to rush who is seeking the verity. Thereby the devil incarnates want to get rid of the heroic persons by these persons' own hands.
However, the life of a seeker of truth is much more important, than the life of an ordinary member of the totalitarian society who has chosen the way of a beast. The self-sacrifice for the sake of these people, if they aren't your relatives or your brothers in faith, it would be equivalence of the self-sacrifice for the sake of the rescue of an animal. To feed a starving dog, it would be a good deed. But to sacrifice the life for the sake of it - it wouldn't be justified in the most of the cases. You will bring more benefits, if, risking yourself, you hide someone who is persecuted for truth from jail or from other danger, than if you save, risking yourself, one hundred persons who refused from seeking the verity. Be aware, at the sacrifice of yourself you would diminish the force of the lucid army on the Earth. So don't risk in vain. And at the other extreme don't rush too: don't hide yourself where one must fight in fact, where the self-sacrifice is the right deed and it would be an adequate deed.
And don't avenge for an insult just immediately. Any enemy would never insult you where you are dangerous for him. He would try to do it always among the people of the world, which you do not belong to. Either they would help him, or, at least, they would may witness against you in an unjust court. His insults signify nothing. His words wound feelings only of those who worships to false values. But he is at fault, because, seeing you don't belong this world, he provokes you to the self-destruction or to the self-weakening. Let the wind of time take away the caused harm, but if during this time the feeling of insult still didn't be over - destroy the enemy, but choosing a profitable situation for you, not for him. Avenge not for an insult, but for the encroachment upon your freedom to be yourself. However if your enemy had changed and repented sincerely - excuse him all.
In the totalitarian countries the power likes to threaten by solitude. Don't be afraid of the solitude, for it is not a loss, but a blessing for you. Judge for yourself: Isn't it foolish to be distressed, because of swines have turned their back on you and they have left you, because you didn't want to be a swine? And this is passing while God is on your side! On the contrary: their society is a hell where you lose your energy, but being alone, you are accumulating it again, especially if you are among the nature where you will see faster the God's deed and you will be cheered.
Being in the circle of the adherents of darkness, if it is dangerous to differ from them, then simulate like they are, however don't do it long and often. It would be half the trouble, if they unmask you. It would be full of trouble, if you become in fact like they are, for even in prosperity and abundance their life for you is worse than death. Their wealth is worse than your poverty. Their mansion is worse than your tent in the forest. You don't believe, you may this, but the time will pass and you will see.
If they surround you with caresses and flattery, then be polite, affable, thank them for the welcome, but observe and learn them, and don't rejoice ahead of time not to be bitterly disappointed after.
Be alone and free. In the loneliness accumulate your energy. If you feel sad - go to preach that you know. If they listen to you, then stay for a while with them. If they don't listen - go away. However, preaching the truth, avoid run into a scuffle with fists, knives, stones are flying or imprisonment. Great Jesus didn't risk in vain too, preaching, He slipped away from the intrigues of enemies to reach the main battles, following by His own course of life to the Cross, to the Resurrection, to the Ascention.
So when you are telling the truth to the people, beforehand foresee the possible intrigues of the enemies and dangers, the possible actions of the secret political police, possible ways of the retreat. You have better to preach, from where you live far and where you depend upon nobody. In addition to the security, this would give you some energy and the confidence. Where the secret political police rages, there don't call things by their names aloud. Lead the conversation in a way the listener himself would guess. And in the case of danger assert that he has understood wrongly. Act so, let the trace of the sense of your sermon would stay more, than the trace of your appearance and the data how to find you.
In a place where it is safe, you may shock the stupid crowd with your unusual qualities, if they take place, or you may do it with your accented freedom of manners, which would be expressed even in your behaviour. But, preaching among a lot of enemies, if you are lucky, you may find a few of friends from men or women. Don't perturb those who may become your companion for a long time. These things which may be understandable by them in future, but they may don't understand these things today. Don't shock the probable friends ahead of time don't to scare away them.
Be aware that most likely you would find your adherents among the people of your sexual orientation, because the strong energy of the sex would be on your side. And in such a case you have better to preach among the possible partners, but not from the possible rivals where the energy of the sex may become an obstacle, not a stimulus.
Sometimes in the totalitarian States, being in pursuit, if not of the verity, then at least of a refuge, the persecuted persons can side with an illegal community which seems them in opposition to the existing order, but this is a self-deception. So in Russia the criminal companies are cells of the same soviet society with the same traditions. These communities differ each other only externally, but they are bearing the same essence and pursuing the same objectives: that is the absence of freedom, the spiritual enslavement and the forced externally identity.
Here it is depicted an "official" opinion and as if one is counteracting to it, that is a "popular" one. But be aware: this "popular" opinion is formed by security forces, and they do it skillfully and thoughtfully, but the people are stupid as it is everywhere, but here it is even more stupid.
Here are pretending, that preaching of the verity is a foolishness, that the opposition propaganda is an unjustified risk and an idle bravado. because it is a useless one. But be aware: directing the only soul to the truth, you would cause more damage to the realm of evil, than if you would kill a hundred of red or brown commissars and their henchmen from the people.
Beware to commit rash acts, but don't afraid of being desperate where one must do this. Don't be afraid of death, but be afraid of sacrificing your life cheaply or in vain. Don't afraid of striking your enemies, but be afraid of striking an innocent. You should not worry, as who you will pass between the stupid people, as a coward or as a hero, as a monster or as a goody-goody, as a traitor or as a right one. You have your own task: to keep on your guard the eternal values, which are the integral part of you, the values are outgoing from the dearest superior Being Who had given birth to your essence and Who had given the freedom for you.
Those who had become aware of these values, they went to fight for them, including even on the stake. And they (the associates of the faith) found the forces to step over all the conceivable temporary misfortunes, for these forces were given them thanks to the ties with the superior Divine World.
You say you are weak, and I believe it is possible, because you are imbued by the verity insufficiently. You are weak, because your ties with Divine World is weak. Your drawbacks are like a mighty resistor in an electric circuit, because of which the lights cannot be alight. And this resistor would be a great one, if you didn't seek but said: "Why should I? I don't need anything". But now, if you have realized that in fact you need very much, let your life will become a search and studies, a search and a meditation, a search and listening of the strings of your soul. Then gradually the resistance will change into the conductivity, the forces will find you, even you will can govern them, if one needs this. Although you still will not be on the Top, but you will be mature for the final jump up.
And besides the main searching, learn your own abilities. Search inside yourself those gifts, that the Lord had presented you with and profit by them. For every human was born as a great one, but didn't become like him, because he didn't seek.
Being born and being closed in the world, which is hostile for you, in the hostile country, build your own way, pass it and teach the others who would desire, for everyone has enough forces to overcome the kingdom of evil, but not everyone has desire to search them inside himself and to profit from them.
Find out what country you live. If you cannot in it like the "Jonathan Livingston Seagull", to go out of the crowd and to seek the verity freely, then this country is a hostile one.
In the hostile country you have better to be ready at any instant to go underground and to live in nature and to survive with all this without losing heart. If the climate is cold, then set yourself the task of the adaptation to the cold. If there are the jungle or the mountains, learn how become an inhabitant of the jungle or of the mountains. Let the surrounding nature will become like your family home and even more than this.
Be yourself. Be able to feign, but be able to keep own "yourself" too. - The last is more important.
Beware the ignorance, the unwillingness to learn and to develop.
Beware the despondency and the pessimism. Understand that the despondency is a self-deceptions. If you understand this, the pessimism itself will go away. No wonder the Apostle Paul taught: "In everything give thanks..."
Remember that there were and are on the Earth very few of the teachers, which you may trust to. The verities, which were told by the famous people like a clothes learn to "try on" yourself, correctly "to put on" and correctly "to wear". Search inside yourself the confirmation of these verities.
Don't forget that in adversity your karmic debt is decreasing.
If the discouragement persistently don't retreat, it may be from tiredness, from an illness, however it is more probably from lack of faith.
In a totalitarian country with distrust and fear treat the so-called opposition movements, for as is often the case, they aren't such the same. Or while attempting to create them, the security services had interfered and done wittingly some work to pervert and to profane their essence. Not a lesser extent, this also applies to the churches.
Don't sacrifice yourself without inflicting on the enemy a great damage or while rescue the worthless persons.
If you are bored - go to preach, but treat this not as a labour, but as an interesting game. It is agreeable to share these joys, which are given by life outside of the herd.
The opinion of people about you, if these people aren't dangerous for you, it shouldn't interest you more, than an opinion of monkeys in the zoo.
Remember, anyone cannot insult you and humiliate your dignity in fact. You yourself can do it, turning out from God and turning to the crowd.
Being seen happily, shock those who is safe for you and cannot in future become your friend or associate.
As a scout, clear up the sexual orientation of others people. This can help, on the one hand to smash the enemies, on the other hand to strengthen the righteous army.
Remember, that your sermons, which listened by people, are more important, than enemies, which are killed by your hand.
Adapt to the climate and the nature of the country, which cannot be left easily.
Don't be afraid of committing a courageous deed, but beware to do a foolishness weakening the righteous army.
Don't forget: you were born, boy or girl, to search the truth, to study and to conquer the peaks. You are free to follow your predestination, and then your troubles and weaknesses will scatter like rats. You are free to act otherwise, and then these "rats" will lead you away into the hell.
Here is the highest justice! If you prefer to feed from a rubbish dump, don't lament that it is tasteless.
Next chapter: http://antisovietique.blogspot.ru/2013/05/the-true-faith.html
The original Russian text: https://www.proza.ru/2009/12/20/999
Who is standing at the top, they manipulate by stupid masses with evil intent, imposing to the people of crowd their wrong values and playing on their vile passions. They spread traditions let the private life of everyone would be visible to them and traditions of the intolerance concerning those persons who dare to differ with something. The most often such things are imposed, like the ignorance, the racism, sexism, chauvinism, anti-Semitism. Thereby in Russia long ago the ignorance was spread and the word "intellectual" (интеллигент) still is abusive, but it's added a glamour to the stereotype of behaviour of the drunk fools. In Cambodia under Pol Pot at first the power had destroyed the intelligentsia, then they began to destroy those who only could write and read. An ignorant beast may be driven by force into the Noisome Ravine more easily. In North Korea it is forbidden to draw the blinds on the windows at home, in order to every family would be under the supervision and control of the degenerated communist scumbags.
Anyone who thinks and who seeks, it is inevitable he differs, for it's written in the Gospel that a source of light cannot to hide itself, if it is staying on the top of a hill. So if since childhood you had started in the right direction, then it was inevitable you were subjected to persecution yet at school. If you pumped up muscles and learnt to fight well, all the same that wouldn't help you, because in this world you are a stranger, you are in the paradise already, but all they are in the Noisome Ravine and continue to plunge deeper and deeper. This is alien to you the hostile people, this is alien to you the hostile State, and your main task is to survive and to bear through the life a torch of the Verity. Everything that is written here, it is known in the depths of your "self". But it is long to wait for an emergence of these verities on the surface, but, reading these lines, you will learn faster all this. If you think that this doctrine is erroneous, try to find an error, then the work you will carry through, it will be a useful part of the searching of the verity. Doing this work, you will make sure that my goal is to facilitate your way and to warn you against mistakes.
If you started way behind the enemy lines under oppression of one of satanic powers, then the most probable mistake, this is your despondency. You are blissful, but you think you miserable. The honor is high, which fell for you, but you lose heart. And if you read the Bible, then a lot of there entered into one your eye, but went away through the other. It flew into one your ear, but flew out of the other. I don't know how far you have mastered all the Scripture, but it is clear, that the Mount of Blessing is not mastered by you, if you think you was born under an unlucky star and lose heart. Be aware, all the earthly hardships you bear, finding yourself in the captivity of power, where the Antichrist tests his forces to try to conquer all the world in future, on the one hand, these are sports equipment, however not for body workout, but for the soul and the mind, and on the other hand, you will pay for your sins in the last lives and will not be a debtor anymore. Being born in the West in a normal free country, you would live in the more comfortable conditions, but you would miss a lot of these things, that you will learn here. Being experienced by the winds of the earthly hardships and being with the light-weight baggage of the Karma, with which you were burdened in your last lives, you will conquer with ease the snow-capped mountain ranges of the Highland and will arrive on the main Peak faster.
Be aware, in the kingdom of Antichrist there are a lot of the ideological traps are placed, a lot of deceitful catching blind alleys to get you away from the Verity and possibly to destroy you in this life. Not all of them, but a lot of totalitarian States create with evil intend a situation of lack of spirituality and of swinish trick. They try to do that the number of uneducated people would be more, that the number of those who is in jails and prison camps would be more , sometimes ten times more, than the imprisoned people in free countries. Also in Russia from pre-revolutionary thievish companies, from their traditions it was formed a thievish false "religion", which propagates wrong morals.
Side by side with a lie, especially in the epoch of the Soviet power it was imposed upon the people the propaganda of the self-sacrifice when accidents and disasters take place, which are provoked by mismanagement and negligence are spread by State Power with evil intent. They know that to save people and even the valuables, first of all those people are able to rush who is seeking the verity. Thereby the devil incarnates want to get rid of the heroic persons by these persons' own hands.
However, the life of a seeker of truth is much more important, than the life of an ordinary member of the totalitarian society who has chosen the way of a beast. The self-sacrifice for the sake of these people, if they aren't your relatives or your brothers in faith, it would be equivalence of the self-sacrifice for the sake of the rescue of an animal. To feed a starving dog, it would be a good deed. But to sacrifice the life for the sake of it - it wouldn't be justified in the most of the cases. You will bring more benefits, if, risking yourself, you hide someone who is persecuted for truth from jail or from other danger, than if you save, risking yourself, one hundred persons who refused from seeking the verity. Be aware, at the sacrifice of yourself you would diminish the force of the lucid army on the Earth. So don't risk in vain. And at the other extreme don't rush too: don't hide yourself where one must fight in fact, where the self-sacrifice is the right deed and it would be an adequate deed.
And don't avenge for an insult just immediately. Any enemy would never insult you where you are dangerous for him. He would try to do it always among the people of the world, which you do not belong to. Either they would help him, or, at least, they would may witness against you in an unjust court. His insults signify nothing. His words wound feelings only of those who worships to false values. But he is at fault, because, seeing you don't belong this world, he provokes you to the self-destruction or to the self-weakening. Let the wind of time take away the caused harm, but if during this time the feeling of insult still didn't be over - destroy the enemy, but choosing a profitable situation for you, not for him. Avenge not for an insult, but for the encroachment upon your freedom to be yourself. However if your enemy had changed and repented sincerely - excuse him all.
In the totalitarian countries the power likes to threaten by solitude. Don't be afraid of the solitude, for it is not a loss, but a blessing for you. Judge for yourself: Isn't it foolish to be distressed, because of swines have turned their back on you and they have left you, because you didn't want to be a swine? And this is passing while God is on your side! On the contrary: their society is a hell where you lose your energy, but being alone, you are accumulating it again, especially if you are among the nature where you will see faster the God's deed and you will be cheered.
Being in the circle of the adherents of darkness, if it is dangerous to differ from them, then simulate like they are, however don't do it long and often. It would be half the trouble, if they unmask you. It would be full of trouble, if you become in fact like they are, for even in prosperity and abundance their life for you is worse than death. Their wealth is worse than your poverty. Their mansion is worse than your tent in the forest. You don't believe, you may this, but the time will pass and you will see.
If they surround you with caresses and flattery, then be polite, affable, thank them for the welcome, but observe and learn them, and don't rejoice ahead of time not to be bitterly disappointed after.
Be alone and free. In the loneliness accumulate your energy. If you feel sad - go to preach that you know. If they listen to you, then stay for a while with them. If they don't listen - go away. However, preaching the truth, avoid run into a scuffle with fists, knives, stones are flying or imprisonment. Great Jesus didn't risk in vain too, preaching, He slipped away from the intrigues of enemies to reach the main battles, following by His own course of life to the Cross, to the Resurrection, to the Ascention.
So when you are telling the truth to the people, beforehand foresee the possible intrigues of the enemies and dangers, the possible actions of the secret political police, possible ways of the retreat. You have better to preach, from where you live far and where you depend upon nobody. In addition to the security, this would give you some energy and the confidence. Where the secret political police rages, there don't call things by their names aloud. Lead the conversation in a way the listener himself would guess. And in the case of danger assert that he has understood wrongly. Act so, let the trace of the sense of your sermon would stay more, than the trace of your appearance and the data how to find you.
In a place where it is safe, you may shock the stupid crowd with your unusual qualities, if they take place, or you may do it with your accented freedom of manners, which would be expressed even in your behaviour. But, preaching among a lot of enemies, if you are lucky, you may find a few of friends from men or women. Don't perturb those who may become your companion for a long time. These things which may be understandable by them in future, but they may don't understand these things today. Don't shock the probable friends ahead of time don't to scare away them.
Be aware that most likely you would find your adherents among the people of your sexual orientation, because the strong energy of the sex would be on your side. And in such a case you have better to preach among the possible partners, but not from the possible rivals where the energy of the sex may become an obstacle, not a stimulus.
Sometimes in the totalitarian States, being in pursuit, if not of the verity, then at least of a refuge, the persecuted persons can side with an illegal community which seems them in opposition to the existing order, but this is a self-deception. So in Russia the criminal companies are cells of the same soviet society with the same traditions. These communities differ each other only externally, but they are bearing the same essence and pursuing the same objectives: that is the absence of freedom, the spiritual enslavement and the forced externally identity.
Here it is depicted an "official" opinion and as if one is counteracting to it, that is a "popular" one. But be aware: this "popular" opinion is formed by security forces, and they do it skillfully and thoughtfully, but the people are stupid as it is everywhere, but here it is even more stupid.
Here are pretending, that preaching of the verity is a foolishness, that the opposition propaganda is an unjustified risk and an idle bravado. because it is a useless one. But be aware: directing the only soul to the truth, you would cause more damage to the realm of evil, than if you would kill a hundred of red or brown commissars and their henchmen from the people.
Beware to commit rash acts, but don't afraid of being desperate where one must do this. Don't be afraid of death, but be afraid of sacrificing your life cheaply or in vain. Don't afraid of striking your enemies, but be afraid of striking an innocent. You should not worry, as who you will pass between the stupid people, as a coward or as a hero, as a monster or as a goody-goody, as a traitor or as a right one. You have your own task: to keep on your guard the eternal values, which are the integral part of you, the values are outgoing from the dearest superior Being Who had given birth to your essence and Who had given the freedom for you.
Those who had become aware of these values, they went to fight for them, including even on the stake. And they (the associates of the faith) found the forces to step over all the conceivable temporary misfortunes, for these forces were given them thanks to the ties with the superior Divine World.
You say you are weak, and I believe it is possible, because you are imbued by the verity insufficiently. You are weak, because your ties with Divine World is weak. Your drawbacks are like a mighty resistor in an electric circuit, because of which the lights cannot be alight. And this resistor would be a great one, if you didn't seek but said: "Why should I? I don't need anything". But now, if you have realized that in fact you need very much, let your life will become a search and studies, a search and a meditation, a search and listening of the strings of your soul. Then gradually the resistance will change into the conductivity, the forces will find you, even you will can govern them, if one needs this. Although you still will not be on the Top, but you will be mature for the final jump up.
And besides the main searching, learn your own abilities. Search inside yourself those gifts, that the Lord had presented you with and profit by them. For every human was born as a great one, but didn't become like him, because he didn't seek.
Being born and being closed in the world, which is hostile for you, in the hostile country, build your own way, pass it and teach the others who would desire, for everyone has enough forces to overcome the kingdom of evil, but not everyone has desire to search them inside himself and to profit from them.
Find out what country you live. If you cannot in it like the "Jonathan Livingston Seagull", to go out of the crowd and to seek the verity freely, then this country is a hostile one.
In the hostile country you have better to be ready at any instant to go underground and to live in nature and to survive with all this without losing heart. If the climate is cold, then set yourself the task of the adaptation to the cold. If there are the jungle or the mountains, learn how become an inhabitant of the jungle or of the mountains. Let the surrounding nature will become like your family home and even more than this.
Be yourself. Be able to feign, but be able to keep own "yourself" too. - The last is more important.
Beware the ignorance, the unwillingness to learn and to develop.
Beware the despondency and the pessimism. Understand that the despondency is a self-deceptions. If you understand this, the pessimism itself will go away. No wonder the Apostle Paul taught: "In everything give thanks..."
Remember that there were and are on the Earth very few of the teachers, which you may trust to. The verities, which were told by the famous people like a clothes learn to "try on" yourself, correctly "to put on" and correctly "to wear". Search inside yourself the confirmation of these verities.
Don't forget that in adversity your karmic debt is decreasing.
If the discouragement persistently don't retreat, it may be from tiredness, from an illness, however it is more probably from lack of faith.
In a totalitarian country with distrust and fear treat the so-called opposition movements, for as is often the case, they aren't such the same. Or while attempting to create them, the security services had interfered and done wittingly some work to pervert and to profane their essence. Not a lesser extent, this also applies to the churches.
Don't sacrifice yourself without inflicting on the enemy a great damage or while rescue the worthless persons.
If you are bored - go to preach, but treat this not as a labour, but as an interesting game. It is agreeable to share these joys, which are given by life outside of the herd.
The opinion of people about you, if these people aren't dangerous for you, it shouldn't interest you more, than an opinion of monkeys in the zoo.
Remember, anyone cannot insult you and humiliate your dignity in fact. You yourself can do it, turning out from God and turning to the crowd.
Being seen happily, shock those who is safe for you and cannot in future become your friend or associate.
As a scout, clear up the sexual orientation of others people. This can help, on the one hand to smash the enemies, on the other hand to strengthen the righteous army.
Remember, that your sermons, which listened by people, are more important, than enemies, which are killed by your hand.
Adapt to the climate and the nature of the country, which cannot be left easily.
Don't be afraid of committing a courageous deed, but beware to do a foolishness weakening the righteous army.
Don't forget: you were born, boy or girl, to search the truth, to study and to conquer the peaks. You are free to follow your predestination, and then your troubles and weaknesses will scatter like rats. You are free to act otherwise, and then these "rats" will lead you away into the hell.
Here is the highest justice! If you prefer to feed from a rubbish dump, don't lament that it is tasteless.
Next chapter: http://antisovietique.blogspot.ru/2013/05/the-true-faith.html
The original Russian text: https://www.proza.ru/2009/12/20/999
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